Im just so done with it all

Well, it's been almost a year since the 'big break of '08' and I can honestly say I'm really not in a better place than I was back then. Granted, It's better that Im not in that situation, but now I'm in a completely new situation that has got me feeling even more lonely/down than I was... I just really wonder when it's gonna be my turn ...





Here's a couple reasons why I'm feelin like this:


the house I wanted was sold to someone else (this is the 2nd time this has happened), and


I live alone in a little apartment that doesn't allow me to keep my baby girl Sophia (my puppy)





So basically I am 28, single, and have really nothing to show for my life except my job. Don't get me wrong, I love my job, but that's not all there is in life. I guess I'm just bein a cry baby but I don't care...I feel like I deserve to be happy...all my friends are either married or engaged, and here I sit in my apartment alone...I can't even have my damn dog! I don't really know what I've done to piss off the higher powers, but I sure wish I could find out. Maybe then I could change it!



Ok, there's my depressing story for the day....on the other hand, my Varsity volleyball team totally kicked ass yesterday at the Jackson Tournament. The highest any team scored against us was 19 points. I'm totally proud of my girls. They're the best thing goin in my life right now and I wouldnt trade them for the world!! We have a mascot this year...his name is Carlos and we heart him. thats him in the pic on the side haha